Hey folks! Sooooooo, obviously it's been a whole week since you've heard from me!  Well, I'm back!  I had a very interesting week non-the-less.  And let me tell you, it knocked me on my butt MENTALLY, SPIRITUALLY, & PHYSICALLY!!! It's truly amazing to me how, once you make up your mind to grow yourself and find new/more purpose for your life the enemy attacks you from every angle.

Well, I got attacked, and it started Sunday night! LOL So, as you can see this blog will not always be a constant everything is great! But it will always be a GOD is GOOD.  God has truly blessed me with so many wonderful sister/friends outside of my awesome blood sisters.  I'm so grateful for each and every one of them and how they have impacted my life in so many amazing ways.

So, over the last week God has taken me through some very low and lonely moments.  But while I was down he help me to see a lot of my own mess & issues.   Now don't get me wrong,  I know I have issues just like the next person, but these things were different.  They were those deep down hurts & pains that we learn how to smile through just because we can.  They are the same hurts and pains that you learn how to bury, which by the time they fill up and explode you looking around like "who said that, and what is their problem"! LOL

Well, some of us are at the point where we can look in the mirror and honestly admit, 'we are that person making all that noise'! And it's time to shut up, step up, and FIGHT!  Now, I'm not sure about you, but I'm ready to face life!  Apparently without me even realizing it,  I've been siting in the corner of the ring watching my own fight.  And all week long my sister/friends have been my 'Patrick Swayze' ...."Nobody puts baby in the corner" (Dirty Dancing)!!! LOLOLOL  They have been Gods appointed angels on earth!  They have assisted God in taking me by the hand and leading me to the center of the ring.  They squeezed my water bottle, vaselined my cuts, and given me some new strategies for how to attack my opponents!!!  And for the first time in a long time, I no longer see myself as a spectator, but as the challenger.   I'm ready to take my life back!  And I'm ready to completely trust God when he takes me through the trails and tribulations.   I've learned that when we give God praise for things we can not see, he sets up victories before we even get back into the ring.  So I'm now saying, "Okay Lord, I know I can't win this fight with my own flesh, but I'm ready and willing for you to use me in being victorious!